relocation.

relocation's a funny thing.

for the longest time, i'd thought that i'd be able to up myself and move to another country without any problems.

now that i finally have the opportunity to move, it's proving to be a lot more difficult than i'd ever thought it'd be.

of course i have all the normal relocation worries. like adapting to a new environment, making new friends and perfoming in my new job.

but the most difficult aspect so far, is saying goodbye to my family and all my friends in singapore. the idea that they're going to be further away scares me a little and i worry that this physical distance might translate to an emotional distance.

i've been having such mixed feelings about moving to another country. on some days, i'm incredibly excited about it and i can't wait to begin my new life in a foreign country. on other days, i dread moving and i wish i'd never made the decision to go to hk.

still, in ludicrous's words, this is a leap of faith. i can only make the most of this decision and hope that everything else falls into place.

hello 2008.